1 After this, Jesus crossed over to the far side of the Sea of Galilee, also known as the Sea of Tiberias. 2 A huge crowd kept following him wherever he went, because they saw his miraculous signs as he healed the sick. 3 Then Jesus climbed a hill and sat down with his disciples around him. 4 (It was nearly time for the Jewish Passover celebration.) 5 Jesus soon saw a huge crowd of people coming to look for him. Turning to Philip, he asked, “Where can we buy bread to feed all these people?” 6 He was testing Philip, for he already knew what he was going to do. 7 Philip replied, “Even if we worked for months, we wouldn’t have enough money to feed them!” 8 Then Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, spoke up. 9 “There’s a young boy here with five barley loaves and two fish. But what good is that with this huge crowd?” 10 “Tell everyone to sit down,” Jesus said. So they all sat down on the grassy slopes. (The men alone numbered about 5,000.) 11 Then Jesus took the loaves, gave thanks to God, and distributed them to the people. Afterward he did the same with the fish. And they all ate as much as they wanted. 12 After everyone was full, Jesus told his disciples, “Now gather the leftovers, so that nothing is wasted.” 13 So they picked up the pieces and filled twelve baskets with scraps left by the people who had eaten from the five barley loaves. — John 6:1-13
I don’t know about you, but I am often overwhelmed by everything that I need to do and all the things I would like to do – emails to answ
er, phone calls to return, conferences to plan, trainings to prepare for…and everything, well, everything is important. Sometimes there just doesn’t seem to be enough time in a day. Not to mention personal issues like sick and aging parents, personal health issues, sick children, sick spouses. And then there is when your washing machine breaks down, the bathroom floor floods, the breaks on the car go out and the internet quits working…all on the same day…the day before your largest event of the year. And all of the other stuff that causes stress and adds to our feeling of being overwhelmed and wondering how we are going to get everything done.
In the story of the loaves and fishes I wonder if Philip felt a little bit overwhelmed when Jesus asked him to go and buy enough food to feed all of those people. And Andrew too, even though he found a boy with 5 loaves and 2 fishes, he knew it wasn’t even a drop in the bucket with so many people. They spent quality time with Jesus on a daily basis, but they were slow to catch on that nothing was too difficult for Him. Jesus even said he was asking Philip the question to test him.
Here’s the thing. We shake our heads at Philip and Andrew’s little faith and then do the same thing ourselves. We forget that the One True God of the universe has everything under control. We forget that Jesus already knows what He is going to do in the middle of our overwhelming stress.
Before the miracle of the loaves and fishes being multiplied Jesus had everyone sit down (relax) and then He gave thanks to God. And after He gave thanks the not enough became enough…more than enough actually.
About a year and a half ago I was once again feeling overwhelmed…for the usual reasons and began praying. As I prayed about all that needed to be done and how overwhelmed I was feeling and how much I needed God to help me, I realized that overwhelmed was the norm rather than the exception. I realized that overwhelmed was an opportunity to depend more on God. I realized that overwhelmed may be what God was using to keep me dependent and desperate for Him. I realized that there was purpose in overwhelmed. I realized that I always got everything done that needed to be done. And I began to give thanks for overwhelmed.
In this crazy, hurried, hectic life God gives us overwhelmed as a reminder to depend on Him. He gives us overwhelmed as a gift. So the next time you are feeling overwhelmed, stop, give your overwhelmed to God and give Him thanks.